January 2010
9 posts
I wish I could hate you. I’m afraid you’ve already began to separate yourself from me, so if you could disappoint me in some way so that I don’t miss you anymore, that would make things so much easier. The problem is, you’ve never let me down, and you probably never will. be mine be mine be mine
i want to lay in bed all day
It sucks being forgotten about, pushed aside. Especially by people who you thought were going to be a part of your life forever and you genuinely care about. I know I should just forget about it and say “well, their loss”, but I cant. It’s my loss too. It’s sad that I need people who don’t seem to need me anymore.
14387.) I used to look forward to talking with you...
blogsecret:
It’s what what got me out of bed in the morning, it helped scribble some colour into the otherwise depressing, grey monotony that is my life. But now, something seems to be overtaking you, stealing from me your attention and your heart and now I’m afraid to even call you for fear that you won’t pick up. I’m glad that you’re moving on with your life and continuing to be happy, I...
Eric took me out to dinner and i had the best burger everrrr. Then I went to a basketball game at KR, and surprisingly i had a lot of fun. I’m glad Emily dragged me out there. And I’m glad she invited me to Kyles party. I never ever talk to Kyle, or anyone in our grade really, but I had so much fun. I don’t plan on becoming best friends with the people in my school by any means,...
im really scared for you and for me and for tomorrow and the day after but im happy, yes i am :)
